what's up

so i'm going on a church retreat this weekend. i'm excited for that. i've been at the end of my rope recently, and i hope that this clears my head and screws it back on right. even though i hate the idea of a "new years resolution," mine is that I want to draw closer to God than i've ever been before. and i know it's possible because He loves me and wants the same.

so officially i'm going to Midwestern University for dental school. i am excited about this. i've been wanting to do this for 7 years so far, and my dream is finally happening.

the word "best" has been on my mind lately. thinking about doing my best for God; God wanting his best for me; me settling for things that aren't His best for me, and the results that come from it. i've just been thinking about that..it's interesting. try it sometime. think about a word that God has been making you think of. it's cool.

i need to make some decisions right now. i need God to help me. i'd really like GOd to just make them for me, in some divine intervention, but that isn't the case sometimes.

God i pray that you give me rest, and give me peace. take away the distractions that i am facing, and let me focus on you and your will. make it known to me, so that I know what to do and how to live.

peace